Poems and Reflections

Merry Christmas 2022 from Puppy "Truth" Alexander, International Rodent Superstar!

The Prayer that Changed My Perception and the Course of My Life
(Prayed with all my heart and soul in January of 2017. Only say this prayer if you mean it and are ready to see.)

Heavenly Father, Creator of Heaven and Earth who gave us your son Jesus Christ,
I will look and see what you wish for me to see.

No matter how difficult, inconvenient, challenging, humbling or shockingly beautiful,
If you wish for me to see it, Father,  I will look and see what you wish for me to see...what you need humanity to see.

And I will never stop looking.
Hold my hand on this journey.


The Choice

This world has been tricked into believing God is elusive.

We have had a false story shoved into our minds.

It is the time to overcome the false story.

It is the time to understand that God, the Creator and only Source of all true life, comes from a portal within us and lives through us into this world.

And we must live a life of kindness, goodness, honesty and sincerity for him to  enter our portal and come into us. We decide by what we live if we are fit for him to dwell in.

God comes to me in my darkest moments, moments so filled with emotional pain I do not understand how I will find my way out of suffering.

But I know still I will through Him.

He is the glimmer of love, the unexplained happiness that finds my heart when it cannot bear anymore. He is mysterious joy and love that pours into my moments of prayer and meditation.

Darkness wants us all to believe we are not worthy of God. Darkness in our world sets up a culture where we are all tricked into alienating God.  We are tricked into believing deep down inside that we are not good enough for him. We are tricked into focusing on our egos- a false story of self.

Only love is real.

God is love.

God is the source of all true life. Without God, there is no life here.

Safeguard your connection to Him. Safeguard your living connection to His realms, your true life.

Understand he loves you and is there waiting for you to meet him by how you live and think and act.

Understand the choice is yours by the life you live through the gift of free will which is waning in many.

Understand we are alive in times where several dark entities in this world mean to permanently sever your gift, your connection to him that makes you alive, your portal to God within.

So heal it, cherish it and use it. Live right. Do not let darkness consume you.

You are not your body. You are not your ego. You are not your job. You are not what this world expects of you. Whatever idea of yourself you have that imprisons you in this life- YOU ARE NOT THAT!

All of that is so empty when you understand that God lives through you into this world.

We have a choice. I choose God.




Will We Remember Our Humanity?

What is a human life on Earth? A spark of Creator, a shooting star across space time.

A jewel of precious spiritual energy that gives rise to matter, experience and a body here in this third dimension for a time.

What is it to be human? To be given the gift of free will? From the thoughts of God down to the physical things I touch here...I live in a current of repeating cycles, living out the story handed to me by the destiny of Creator's thoughts. 

But with my precious free will, I can reflect the repeating story back in new and beautiful ways.  God gave me the gift to live my own story so my soul will learn and grow into perfection over vast experience.

What is it to lose humanity? We lose our own innate way of thinking, acting and living in this place. We let new alien associations and dark ideas enter our minds through glowing beeping pixels on screens crackling with energy most do not understand yet.

We allow our reasoning and behavior to undergo operant conditioning. We think we are having a nice time, making friends, exploring the world on a glowing screen, learning new things.  But are we becoming better?

We are changed. We think differently than what our soul meant to express in this life when we volunteer to program our minds with cold empty technological ways by looking and tapping dozens of times a day.

We lose some of the gift of our free will without even knowing it.

Our soul lives a life that thinks and reacts from a programmed place- someone else's ethics, values and associations- empty and void of empathy. Vain, cold, hard, self-centered. "Living your life out loud". But is it even living?

How much of ourselves will be lost to technology before we see our humanity is dying because of it?

The spiritual and the physical cannot be separated. The spiritual gives rise to the physical. We are energy existing in multiple dimensions. The part of us that goes on, that feels and dreams and loves and hopes to do beautiful things with our lives, the part of us that feels true joy and empathy, it can be killed off.  It can be ended by our choices here if we are unwise.  It happens slowly.  So many never notice.

What is it to reclaim my humanity in this age? It is to understand this physical body is a conduit for spiritual consciousness from another higher dimension- the soul. It is to remember who I am on a soul level and why I am here.

It is to find the true spark of Creator within my heart that is me. I am not the body, I am the infinite consciousness here to learn by natural events and associations.

My reasoning, my behavior will not be altered and changed from its goodness by flashing beeping pixels. I choose empathy. I choose God, the Creator of life. I choose my soul's integrity. I choose to see the unhealthy glittering unreal illusion of online culture. I know man can be so much better.

I walk away from the internet's former hold on my mind and live from my soul in love.

No nets will imprison this soul.